Finally getting my tattoo finished. Its been six months, heh.
I feel like I have no time for anything. Just workworkwork. I love my boss though. She's done so much for me. Ive been at Hilldale over a year now. Its going by so fast.
Rene's going to start moving in next week. I'm excited to see how its going to work out. Aw Kitty Tom too!

I can't wait for Trick R Treat to come in the mail.
I wanna go to a Halloween party.

Today was boom's first day of school. He was really bad, lol. I think I fell over and stepped on his feet like a million times. It was fun though.
I'm thinking about joining a martial art. The one my dad went to. Hmm. I need to get in shape.

Life is lame right now.

I am such a hermit.
There is something wrong with me.

I finally bought a tattoo kit online.
Hopefully it will arrive in a week.

Yay.

I love my animals.

My mom made me give up Pixie and Link.
I don't think I can ever do something like that again.
I didnt think I would actually cry when I saw them go out the front door.

I'm sad.

Finally I'm getting my head in the right direction. This will be hard, but I can do it. I have done it before so I can do it again.

I'm beyond a hermit. My new name should be Anne.
Thanks Shawn.



I wish I were musically talented. A band would be cool.

Zack and Miri make a porno is a good movie.
Seth Rogen is hott. :) lol

I'm fucked.

End of story.

Someone must have turned on the horrible switch in my head.
I hate... so much.

Well kids, I'm moving back home. I'm not getting enough hours at work to pay for everything here.. My dad is building a room in the basement for me and my family. It's going to be weird, like coming over to rene and shawns house and it not being half mine anymore. It sucks but I got to do what I got to do. Miranda is taking my place. The room in the basement will be big though which is nice. (If anyone knows anybody at a lumber place or hardware store that could get a discount let me know!) lol.

Um.. school... yeah. I only like geography. My instructor is a geek. He's fun. I wish I were alot better at writing. I may just be one of the worst out of all the people I know. Dang.
Another thing I'm interested in doing is becoming a religion teacher. I love when my dad and I talk about it. I think I would be good at that.

Man.. I want so many tattoos. When that school check comes I think I'm getting two. Well depends on price blah blah. One big one (idk what yet) and the little beard guy in Shel Silverstiens "where the side walk ends" book on my foot. I'm excited.

My back hurts.

New Years Resolution.

1. Move out of Hp.
2. Stay in college.
3. Start a degree for teaching elementary art.
4. Lose a mad amount of weight.
5. Learn to tattoo.
6. Get more tattoos.
7. Go to church every weekend.
8. Take another road trip.
9. Help others out in any way shape or form.
10. And.. just be a happier person this year.

We'll see.

I love kitty Tom.

I really want this tattoo kit.
like REALLY REALLY bad.
This may be to soon to say but I kinda feel like I was made to tattoo.
This could be my career... I want this to be my career.

ugh. I need to save 200$

It's really nice living on my own. It makes me like my family alot more.
Boomer is finally on the right track with potty training. Yay.
I think we might have a party this weekend. So come if you wanna. I'm not picky with people.
..and I think boomer gave me a parasite. I have two of the three symptoms. Ehh that makes me freak out. Ew.
More hours at work would be so cool. I wish.
ummm, I really want to be in a relationship.

Okay. Home time now.

Wow, I'm starting to move out tomorrow. This is nuts. I'm so excited, it's about damn time.
Aw I already have a cute little family too. Me, Boomer and pixie (she's my new kitten lol).

I got injured at my job yesterday. A chow mix bit my hand. It hurt like hell. They took me to the doctors and crap. It's still bruised and swollen. I can hardly move my thumb. Eh no biggie though. I still like that dog. He's cute haha. Pain is big dealio to me. I'll live.

Money is so freaking tight though. Like I can't do anything now. No driving far, no getting new stuff. Everything is going towards the house the animals and bills. It kinda sucks but it really is no different from my family anyways. I suppose I'm used to it.

Halloween is my favorite holiday, I wish there was something to do though. There's a crud ton of Are you afraid of the dark episodes on!!
I love that show.

I am completetly losing my mind.

I want death.

I hope whomever went around slashing peoples tires gets hit by a car. I'm not a firm believer in karma but I hope they gets theres soon.
I have like no money and now I have to buy a tire thats like $60+.

I want to stab them.

The only thing keeping me sane is boomer and being alone at night in my room.
It's pretty sad that I can't even remember the last time I was actually content and happy with myself and everything/one around me.


p.s.
I am correcting myself from the other entry.. Everything is not falling into place.

I'm finally giving up.

I got a puppy! His name is Boomer, he is 6 weeks old and I love him to death. He is a black lab and husky mix with the cutest blue eyes. Its weird how you can love someone so much in just a little amount of time.

I had to drive 2 1/2 hours to get him and on the way home he poo'd in my car and got it on my pants so I had to drive 2 hours with poopy pants haha. It was quite smelly.

Thats all.
:)
yay.

Okay so everything is seriously falling into place. I love my job. I started thursday and it was so cool. Working with dogs all day, haveing really friendly co workers, making 8.25 an hour, I get a paid 30 min lunch and they dont care about my hair color, tattoos or piercings. It's amazing.

Now rene got a great job, shawn has a cool job. Now all that needs to happen is that house. I hope we get it! I want to get a dog so bad and name him Boomer, lol.

I wish tanned as fast as rene.. man. My skin is stupid.